Monday, April 2, 2012

She said: Blow Jobs

Blow jobs are a staple for us. It's win-win in my opinion....L is very fond of getting them and I am more than happy to give them to him. What is it I love about them, though?

For me, there is something completely irresistible about a hard cock. Visually, you can see both the hardness and the silkiness of it and for some reason, I just cannot see his cock and not want to delight in it - to both taste it and savour the feel of it with my tongue. Many times, I'll be on my way to do something else - mount him for a ride, reach over him to dig something out of the Mischief Bag or sometimes just moving past him to head to the bathroom - and I just can't help myself. I must take him in my mouth for even just a few seconds of indulgence. I'm compelled.

Sucking cock is a very sensual thing for me. It's not about taking his cock in my mouth and bobbing up and down on it, though I'm sure that would probably be sufficient to get him off. As L has often reminded me when I've been disappointed about the outcome of something we've tried, it's not about the destination, it's about the journey. Sucking cock is very much about the journey. I find sucking cock incredibly arousing - and for me, a lot of it is about passing on that sensual experience to him. I do many, many different things with him in my mouth. I take him deep in my mouth and run my tongue along the length of him as I pull back. I vary the pressure of my tongue on his shaft as well as the suction I apply as a whole. I take him deep into my throat so that I can no longer breath and moving my head from side to side stimulate his cock head with my throat. I swirl my tongue around the head of his cock, flick the tip of my tongue on the edges and let it catch on his frenulum. I lick the head of his cock, delving into the hole to taste his honey. I lick him like a lollipop, starting behind his balls and work my way up, over his balls and up his shaft to the head. There are wide flat-tongued licks and skinny, firm-tongued licks - there are all manner of things that can be done with a little imagination.

While I'm doing all that - and more - my hands have their busy work too. L isn't a fan of blow jobs that include a lot of hand work on his cock - blow jobs are for mouths and hand jobs are for hands. My hands do not remain idle though - I am touching him always. Running my hands up his thighs. Moving them around to squeeze his ass and pull him deeper into my mouth. Gently playing with his balls and sometimes, if he is dressed, scratching and cupping them much more aggressively through his pants.

L is a very buttoned up guy and can be very quiet so I revel in all the little signs that he's losing that tight control. They spur me on. They turn me on. The small sounds he will sometimes make - it's like they escape in spite of himself; the raising of his hips to meet my mouth, it's as though he can't get enough; the slight tremor in his hands as he is just about to reach a particularly strong orgasm - these things give me much pleasure along the way.

I also love it when he touches me and though he does several different things, there are two things in particular that he often does that I especially like. The first is that he threads his fingers through my hair, sometimes gently and sensually and at other times more forcefully, forcing my head down on his cock and dictating the speed of my strokes. I have read a lot of articles where women don't like this or where men are warned not to do this to a woman if they want another blowjob from them any time in the future. I happen to like it very much - not only is it nice in a D/s sort of way, but also I look at it as him showing me what he wants. One thing I am always open to is learning more about what my partner likes and wants from me - any way to improve on what we already do. The other thing he does (depending on what I am wearing and how accessible I am when sucking him) is to either slide his hand into the back pocket of my jeans or directly into my pants and plays with my ass. Caresses, scratches, pinches...they all feel wonderful.

Then when his climax comes - when his cum spurts into my mouth - I swallow every drop. Happily. It's something I've done for no other. For me, however, that's not quite the end. I back off and slow down, but continue to gently suck and lick, looking after any latecomers, making him clean, squeezing from the base of his shaft to make sure I get it all. It's kind of a way for us each to wind back down from the intense moments before.

L probably views a blow job as a way to get off in between times when we can meet and play properly - a way to take the edge off. For me? It's that for sure, yes - but it's also a way to be connected. To be one together, working toward a common goal. A short time where I can be in charge and give back to him - to look after him, for a change. I open wide my reserved self and pour so much into the act that when we're done, I'm often very quiet...feeling a bit shy and vulnerable. But believe me, the results are worth it.

1 comment:

  1. Great job describing things. It's always interesting to see how a woman views a blow job, it's always such a thrill when they actually enjoy it as well, as you clearly do. I nominated you guys for a TMI Blog Award on my blog today, I always like your work, thanks!

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